As for our work, we are happy to be able to achieve again
the standard number of teachings despite cancelled appointments and punted
ones. We are so happy! It really made our week. I've learned so much,
more than I can ever imagine.
All started last Thursday, where I had my session with
Sister French. And she told me that I really am leaning
on being a perfectionist. She related me some great doctrines about perfection,
I did understand it but not so much. And, she committed me to do some things, a
pattern that would help me master my thoughts. It was great. It was helpful
until now. Though Friday came, I was not feeling well. We had exchanges that
time after our Specialized Training which is all about Teaching with your companion
in unity. It was great and I can't wait to try it. Saturday came and I'm still
not feeling well so I rested to have strength for work that day because I
really really don't want to miss out work. We still worked after I rested. I
worked with Elder Pasco in their area. During that time, we were able to teach
a Less-Active and for some reason, I can really feel Sister's worries, it's
like I'm seeing myself in her! I was alarmed because, I do admit, my faith did
weaken here in the Mission Field and I am struggling in increasing my faith. I
know and understand what I need but I'm at a lost how to achieve it. Been
trying to pray, fast, read the scriptures, and still can't find the answer. So
I waited for the promptings of the Spirit.
As the day ended, we had our evaluation and I sought Elder
Pasco's help as my District Leader. He told me a lot of things. I felt the
Spirit. As we approach the end of our evaluation, I received Heavenly Father's
answer on how to overcome my fear and help me grow. It was a subtle feeling and
3 words came to my mind after feeling it. The Spirit prompted me to "Count
your blessings". For a split-second, my understanding grew so much! I was
so focused and occupied with the things that beset me, creating a pavilion that
blocks me from God. The first blessing that came to my mind was my companion,
Elder Pangilinan for his patience and love for me. And I am happy that that Pavilion is now gone. My mind is clear now.. I am so
positive. I am so energized. And, I am more expressive than before. Haha. I'm
so happy for my growth. I know that for the past few days, Elder Pangilinan is
worried about helping me and he's trying all he can to make me happy. It was
hard for him because like me, he's not that expressive. I asked forgiveness
from him and expressed my gratitude for always helping me until the right time
came for me to understand what Heavenly Father wants me to know. I know he's
happy for me now and I'm happy that we'll be companions still until January and
he'll be present in my birthday as well. Truly,
Heavenly Father knows what's best for us.
As for our Less-Actives, the family that we're working on is still
progressing as ever. They are active in the church especially Sister. It feels
so good to see them complete in the Church. My joy is full every
Sunday as I see Sister watch her son pass the sacrament, smiling. We are still
helping them even progress more. Right now, we are trying our best to help them
have callings in the ward.
As for our Progressing Investigators, Brother Z is sure
to be baptized on November 17, but not in our ward since we are able to teach
him in his girlfriend's house. I know he'll be worried about what will happen
after he is baptized in another ward where he resides 'coz I experienced it as
well but we'll assure him that it doesn't matter, what matters is that he'll receive
the gospel in his life. He is doing our commitments especially reading the Book
of Mormon. He has read 12 chapters in 1 Nephi in a span of 2 weeks. He is great! We are looking forward for his baptism. Though, if permitted, we
would love to see him enter in the waters of baptism on that day.
On the other hand, Sister J, who has little interest in
our message before, changed suddenly. Thanks to Elder Pangilinan's heartfelt
testimony. It's because Sister's husband undergoes dialysis and recently, Elder
Pangilinan's aunt passed away, having the same situation. It was a
Spirit-filled lesson because I know in my heart, Elder Pangilinan is concerned
about Sister if any time from now something happens to Brother. But, we assured
her that through the Gospel, she will have that 'sweet assurance' that all will
be well. It was a great lesson. We are planning to give her a baptismal date by
November.
Work greatly improved. Members are now working with us and
we have an acting Ward Mission Leader who is helping us update the 3-in-1
forms. We are now focusing more on how the people that we are teaching see the
relevance of the gospel in their lives and the importance of doing such
commitments to get closer to God.
President, I am enjoying this work more now. I am seeing
beyond as I look upon it before. Just like what in D&C 67:10 says,
"And again, verily I say unto you that it is your privilege, and a promise
I give unto you that have been ordained unto this ministry, that inasmuch as
you strip yourselves from jealousies and fears, and humble yourselves before
me, for ye are not sufficiently humble, the veil shall be rent and you shall
see me and know that I am—not with the carnal neither natural mind, but with
the spiritual." How true!
In one of our teachings, a Less-Active told me how happy I
am. She was happy for me and she wishes that I stay like this. Haha. She also
said that she could see that my countenance really affect others around me. I
know I have affected those who are around me in some way most especially my
companion. Now, I am so relieved with the growth I've achieved. Thank you
all for all the support, encouragements and counsels. This is truly a
humbling experience.
That's our great week. Thank you so much for all
that you guys do. Have a great week ahead! :)
Sincerely,
Elder Dimazana
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